Anxiety to the MAX

This week has been so stressful.
I have so many papers, and just homework due all around the same time.
It really just sucks.
I just know my anxiety will build up more, which won't be good.
I need to do one thing at a time, and cross it off my list.
I hope this goes well.
Wish me luck.

Stress

School is well on its way to being done.
There's really not much more classes left until we have our finals.
It really feels like it was just yesterday that it was a beginning of a new year and new semester. Almost feels like a dream.
Just knowing finals are soon is so stressful.
Worrying if I'll do good, if I've BEEN doing good, if I'll pass.
Stress!
I hate thinking about those things but I can't help it.
Me being stressed really is not a good thing.
I get so grumpy and I get the worst anxiety ever.
I wish I could close my eyes and finals and me passing would all be over with.
I just need to relax, take deep breaths, take it day by day, not overwhelm myself and NOT get stressed
Ugh, stress.

Neglect

I'll admit, and it is pretty obvious, I have been neglecting my blog lately. I feel like I've had so much on my plate. My mind is all over the place. I feel like just floating in the ocean and drifting in the shallow waters (deep waters freak me out sometimes, haha)
I feel like I really need a vacation. I know I only go to school and I don't work, but just the thought of how much more schooling I will need (I'm going for registered nursing first then continuing on to neonatal nursing) is so stressful.
Also knowing how fast this semester went by, is crazy. Finals are right around the corner. It is just soooo stressful.
I feel like my life is just all around stressful to begin with. Once my dad leaves (his job requires traveling) it'll just be my mom, my boyfriend, and I. Then the responsibility of helping around the house even more is put on me. I also feel like I need to get a job to help my mom out. She works to hard for what she gets. No one is getting younger here, but both my parents refuse for me to work again while going to school.
Ugh.
That is all I feel like saying.
This post sounds so depressing but I really don't mean it to be.
And to another day my thoughts will run.

Sushi sushi (shushi) :p

I am a newly sushi eater. I know, it's taken me this long, where have I been. I wasn't exactly raised eating fish and I haven't exactly liked the sight or smell of it. But one night, changed everything. My boyfriend and I had met up with his sister, her boyfriend and their baby at KruKru sushi one night. I didn't want to be picky in front of them, so I tried some spicy tuna. It was like heaven in my mouth! I love spicy things, and this was spicy. I was surprised that I couldn't even taste the fish, and the shrimp was so good. I'm slowly opening my varieties of food I eat.
So, it seems like it's been weekly that my boyfriend and I will go to Genki Sushi drive through and order sushi. Today we ordered the Dynamite Spicy Tuna, Spicy Tuna Roll and the Fried Tempura Roll. Oh so good! I really can't get enough of it. I've been telling my boyfriend we need to try a different place.

Anyone know a good place for sushi? :p

October 4, 2013

Today I would say was a  very productive day. I took about an hour nap and then rest of the day was dedicated to homework. I feel like I've just been piled with a stack of homework. It's kind of my fault for procrastinating though :/. Procrastination at its finest. It doesn't really help when I have two cats that just love to walk all over my lap top and play with my papers. They're too cute to get mad at though.
I'll be sitting at my desk and my little cat just walks all over my lap top. She just thinks it's so fun, but it's really just frustrating.

These are the two rotten babies. The big one is Bernie and the little one is Taco. Amazingly they respond to their names, haha. Although Bernie is just lazy, he often ignores our calls. Taco on the other hand will come running. They're both brats, and will never let me be with homework.