Wednesday, November 20, 2013

Anxiety to the MAX

This week has been so stressful.
I have so many papers, and just homework due all around the same time.
It really just sucks.
I just know my anxiety will build up more, which won't be good.
I need to do one thing at a time, and cross it off my list.
I hope this goes well.
Wish me luck.

Sunday, November 17, 2013

Stress

School is well on its way to being done.
There's really not much more classes left until we have our finals.
It really feels like it was just yesterday that it was a beginning of a new year and new semester. Almost feels like a dream.
Just knowing finals are soon is so stressful.
Worrying if I'll do good, if I've BEEN doing good, if I'll pass.
Stress!
I hate thinking about those things but I can't help it.
Me being stressed really is not a good thing.
I get so grumpy and I get the worst anxiety ever.
I wish I could close my eyes and finals and me passing would all be over with.
I just need to relax, take deep breaths, take it day by day, not overwhelm myself and NOT get stressed
Ugh, stress.

Tuesday, November 12, 2013

Neglect

I'll admit, and it is pretty obvious, I have been neglecting my blog lately. I feel like I've had so much on my plate. My mind is all over the place. I feel like just floating in the ocean and drifting in the shallow waters (deep waters freak me out sometimes, haha)
I feel like I really need a vacation. I know I only go to school and I don't work, but just the thought of how much more schooling I will need (I'm going for registered nursing first then continuing on to neonatal nursing) is so stressful.
Also knowing how fast this semester went by, is crazy. Finals are right around the corner. It is just soooo stressful.
I feel like my life is just all around stressful to begin with. Once my dad leaves (his job requires traveling) it'll just be my mom, my boyfriend, and I. Then the responsibility of helping around the house even more is put on me. I also feel like I need to get a job to help my mom out. She works to hard for what she gets. No one is getting younger here, but both my parents refuse for me to work again while going to school.
Ugh.
That is all I feel like saying.
This post sounds so depressing but I really don't mean it to be.
And to another day my thoughts will run.